I Just Felt Like Typing

I just felt like typing about nothing and everything at all today. I am not feeling great, and haven't been
feeling great for a few days now. I pee so much that I think I am my own water tower. I think my county can therefore give me my own zip code. Even when I don't drink anything, or try not to drink anything (after a while my mouth gets uber dry and I have to take a sip of something) I pee like a race horse. I also am hot and sweaty. I don't like being too hot. I feel sick when I am hot, or if I am already sick, I feel even sicker when hot. I've had the air conditioning on. I have all my fans on. When it was windy yesterday, I even opened the windows. And before you all make a joke and say I am going through menopause--you should all bite your tongues--I am 32. Oh and I haven'ta fever.

In generalI have IBS (Irritable Bowel Syndrome) and that can be a real hassel sometimes. However, lately, I've been
getting a weird feeling in my stomach proper (in other words, not my lower abdomen). It could be from the fact that
because I am constantly peeing, I am barely sleeping, but something tells me it's a little more than that. If you have
a weak stomach look away from your screen now and come back later. Now on occasion I do throw up from my IBS. Howeveryesterday I threw up clear and mucous-like. It was like dry heaving but my body had to produce something and since therewas nothing in my system, this is what came up. I hate throwing up with a passion.

I just have to be okay for Saturday. Monday,if I am still sick, I will go to the doctor.

Since I haven't been sleeping or rather not sleeping well, I've developed bags under my eyes. If they get any bigger my whole headwill fit into them. I will be a walking, headless bag. Paper or plastic? Reusable? I'll have to cut out whole where the eyes should be andmake two little holes so I can breathe....

So in New York, this year we are electing a new governor. The candidates are Andrew Cuomo (D) and Carl Paladino (R-Tea Party). I amsure I can say that Andrew Cuomo will win, unless the rest of New York has their heads up their rear ends. Carl Paladino needs angermanagement classes. In case you missed the whole hubub. http://www.politicsdaily.com/2010/09/30/carl-paladino-has-testy-encounter-with-reporter/
Now granted they shouldn't be bugging Paladino's daughter, whom he had out of wedlock, but at the same time he accuses Andrew Cuomo of having anaffair as well (and he did). However, Andrew Cuomo came clean about that years ago. What'syour point? Paladino has a way of trying to make himselflook good for doing a similar thing to Andrew Cuomo. Do you want a medal for cheating on your wife or something?

Paladino is also a horse's patoot when it comes to his political campaign. Not once has Andrew Cuomo try to drag Paladino's name through the mud. Then again Cuomo doesn't have to, Paladino's doing a great job of doing that himself. Watch this:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bdrn_v23gwk (Keith Olbermann's Countdown from MSNBC). Porn, racism... Just who I want as my governor! NOT! Then thethe cretin has the nerve to call the current governor David Patterson a drug addict... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_lPovGfma6U&feature=related Well there'sno evidence that David Patterson is a drug addict. If he is one, which I highly doubt, it doesn't matter--he's not running for re-election. So this has no bearing on anything at the moment. Paladino pulled this one out of his rectum.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TOozaSYm0K4&feature=related This video shows how he gave money to Democrats! I know-don't faint! However it's a videofor a different Tea Party candidate who was running in the primarie. Chances are if Republicans had heard of this guy they would've voted for him. At least he seems half sane...

This headline of a college man who was being videotaped two roomates has me angered. For those of you who don't know
Tyler Clementi was videotaped making out with another man and then was bullied by two of his roomates who posted the video on the internet. Clementi was so distrut that he jumped off the Brooklyn Bridge. Dharun Ravi and Molly Wei should spend the rest of their lives in rotting in a prison cell. If you ask me Clementi didn't commit suicide. He was murdered. While I am heterosexual, I don't feel there's anything wrong with being gay or bi. Love is love. Everybody wants to love someone
and be loved. There is nothing wrong with love.

Bullying, whether it is from kids or adults (yes there is adult bullying), is getting out of hand. It's as if people get a kick out of seeing other people suffer. I've beena victim of it several times for different things. .Bullying is a form of terrorism. My best advice to people being bullied- continue to be yourself! As long as you aren't hurting anyone, no one has the right to degrade you or force you to do anything against your will!